alright so im 23 in a few days when i was 16 i dropped out of middle school (8th grade) i technically havent even graduated 6th grade let me give a little explanation as to why that is.<\/p>\n
when i was younger i was bullied a lot. like an every day thing i grew up really poor and went the wealthier based schools ( i say that in the sense that the majority of the school children were well above the poverty \/ middle-class line. the bullying didnt really affect my schooling until i was in 6th grade for the first year which is when i started to get bigger and be able to defend myself i got into a lot of fights. over and over id get expelled and sent to what we called the bad kids school (which funny enough is where i got along with people the most) anyway at this school theyd send you too after being expelled. they literally didnt care about you or if you showed up or anything so i just did what i wanted this happened literally 5 years in a row.<\/p>\n
6th grade 5 times (pretty shameful) it got so bad that they eventually just pushed me into 8th grade and told me if i did well on the tests theyd bump me up to 9th grade swhich sounded like a good deal except for the fact that book wise im an actual degenerate. i knew nothing while im not completely illiterate or incapable of intelligent conversation i just cant take any tests. so at 16 i dropped out. with no more than a 6th grade education.<\/p>\n
now all i do is sit at home with a panic disorder play video games and waste away. but id like to take some steps to change that i want to get my GED but im not going to mess with it until i have a basic understanding for general math\/history\/grammar and whatever other essential things i need to know to be a normal functioning human being. so basically im looking for any and all free tools i can use to learn on my PC while keeping me motivated (my biggest problem is motivation) i want to set aside atleast 2 hours a day dedicated to just learning i figure at 2 hours a day ill be doing alright ( i hope atleast ) anyway, thanks for taking the time to look through my long drawn out post for a simple short point i just feel like people dont think of you as bad when you explain to them what all happened to lead up to you being a shitty human. <3<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
alright so im 23 in a few days when i was 16 i dropped out of middle school (8th grade) i technically havent even graduated 6th grade let me give a little explanation as to why that is. when i was younger i was bullied a lot. like an every day thing i grew up […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":36,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-63","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-forum"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fulmoremiddleschool.org\/learning\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fulmoremiddleschool.org\/learning\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fulmoremiddleschool.org\/learning\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fulmoremiddleschool.org\/learning\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fulmoremiddleschool.org\/learning\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=63"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/fulmoremiddleschool.org\/learning\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fulmoremiddleschool.org\/learning\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/29"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fulmoremiddleschool.org\/learning\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=63"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fulmoremiddleschool.org\/learning\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=63"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fulmoremiddleschool.org\/learning\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=63"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}